I asked a friend this morning what her goal is for the next year. She seemed down about life and well, I know the feeling. I like to inspire. I want to know I've made a difference to someone. I have the word "Inspire" tattooed on my foot.... it's been a fabulous reminder so far of the person I've aspired to be.
My friend was disappointed in herself when she didn't have a goal for the next year. I suggested she go to a place she loves - in this case hiking in the mountains - and take a snack, water, and a notebook and pencil. I told her to tell God outloud how much she appreciates His handiwork! And then begin to write a prayer with questions, making sure to include the date. Do this exercise as often as possible and leave a gap for notes.
I had done this exercise several years ago when I was floundering around life and some of my prayerful questions were answered within a couple weeks. After a while I moved away from the idea, misplaced my notebook and relocated to a larger farm down the road. Discovering my notebook a couple years ago made such an impact I've never forgotten it. Some of my prayers weren't answered for 2 years! Ridiculous to me, but all in perfect time.
I feel lately like I'm not giving enough back. Not giving enough back to my kids, my church, the foster and adoption communities I've pledged to support and be a resource for. Am I failing somewhere? I'm losing sight of my goals. Back to the drawing board.... rather, the notebook. Some days I just need to be reminded to take a bit of my own advice. If I take care of me, I have more me to give.
